I want longer hair and thinner limbs, a more devout heart, a more articulate tongue, a less crowded mind. I want peace, I want clarity, I want direction. I want to be needed without being needy. I want to be loveable without being smothering sticky-sweet. I want to find a happy medium. I want to make myself and everyone else happy, even though I know that’s not always possible, I’ll never stop trying because that’s just who I am.
i get into moods where i don’t like to talk to anyone. when i’m upset i don’t like to talk about it. i end up hurting people that i care about because i come off as distant or as if i don’t care. i hate it when people tell me that i don’t care. i’m not ignoring them on purpose all i need is a little space and a little time to myself. i can only take so much at once and i’m learning that it’s okay to put myself first sometimes.
